The kitchen is really not this dark, the lighting was just bad. |
This is where I will speed up my story (maybe). As we went on throughout the afternoon and discussed details of the ministry and what our roles there would be, we were very affirmed that the Lord was leading us to be here. However, I was still stuck on the issue of the apartment: its size, its location, its seemingly dingy atmosphere. And while I was thinking through all of this, the Lord really spoke to my heart and I was convicted of my American, consumerism, “more is better”, mind-set. I was reminded of how many people there are all over the world who live in homes even smaller and more simple than this. And many times they will have 5 people or more living in one space. I was very humbled by this thought and realized that if the Lord wanted us here, I could live in this apartment – and I definitely could for the 10 months that we will be here. Later that afternoon Zach and I went to look at the apartment again and this time I saw a whole different place than what I had seen the first time. I saw an apartment big enough for the two of us, with many possibilities of how we could arrange furniture and decorate, and a place to do ministry. I mentioned there was no kitchen counter space earlier, and there isn’t. But what I did not mention is that right across the hall is a very large kitchen that is used to make dinner for 80 -100 students each week and we have complete access to it whenever we want to prepare our own meals. I love that. I love that we live right on campus and Zach’s office is just right upstairs! Not only do we save a ton of money on gas, but I get to walk up there and see him anytime I want to (and vice versa)! There are events in the building – it’s never a boring place! And the students have been very respectful of our private space. And I have learned that you can make anyplace a home. We have been able to make it quite homey and comfortable. I am thankful for this place and I’m sure we’ll both look back on this time with fond and funny memories.